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| Thursday
Its a Thursday today and it poured precipituously to the extend that the plants outside my class ended up getting more than they can drink. I've always adored rainy days. They make the essence of any given day seem void of existence and a mere breeze to get through. Perhaps visualise 56x78273 using a calculator..or ER....how about sex with lubricant. Lol. its a tad bit graphic for some but u get the jist of it all i presume. Bottom line? Its a pretty good day.
Maths never fails to dampen the spirits of those who fall within its shadow and today was no exception. Lol i had a bout of self-induced, teacher instigated verbal diarhoea. Halilah was reprimanding us in a manner of utter abhorrence for our lack of mathematical basics, but no worries, im sure that abhorrence was reciprocated to the last drop. Anyway she was scolding us for not knowing how to approach the differentiation questions. Irony is that we're all F9ners in that class. WTF was she thinking? haha. Anyway what i said to her is history and of little importance anymore. But though the severity of everything, all ended candid nonetheless. Oh did you know halilah spelt backwards is the same word? Amazing. We learn something new everyday. While awaiting the subsiding of the rain, ruiwen, abby, weirong, me and leon decided that the beautiful day required a more twisted ending. And so, they prank called Jie rong. Weirong in the process uttered sounds so amazing and thoughts so twisted that im....im...shocked. If i told you guys what she said it might just about excite the easily tickled. It was more of the mock voice she adopted that totally killed the competition. Haha. I think Leon has a video of it. Weirong wants it destroyed badly so i'd suggest getting yours soon. For a limited time only. Toys and accesories sold seperately. Im speechless. It was just LAWL. Im hearing akon on radio, and i cannot help but wonder how stupid he sounds. Im sorry to akon fans out there. Just happens that my most instinctive reaction to his "music" was to snort, laugh and go "wtf". All is well. -------- Feature
Bury your head
Saosin Bury your head, Bury your head, I was feeling fine, you'll be coming clean tonight And I'll be falling down with you once again Call me your valentine, call me once tonight And I haven't said it's okay The things you said, I'm rehearsing them, The things you said, I'm rehearsing them, They went back on us(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up) I could know when to come on to it It's the thought that emerges(Take back couldn't step it up) I could never love your eyes have changed. Bury your head, and the child smashed you down And the psalms will soon recall me again Fall down below I'll sleep tonight when you're okay And I haven't said it's okay The things you said, I'm rehearsing them, The things you said, I'm rehearsing them, They went back on us(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up) I could know when to come on to it It's the thought that emerges(Take back couldn't step it up) I could never love your eyes have changed They have been the ones who've seen enough This is what you call love? They stole my lies, Sold right and all, They wandered around and round my mouth, They stole my lie, Sold right and all,(Stole it all, Stole it all), They have been the ones who've seen enough They went back on us(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up) I could know when to come on to it It's the thought that emerges(Take back couldn't step it up) I could never love your eyes have changed You'll be coming clean tonight -------- Faggoty fuck fuck
Omg. I missed it all just by one small moment. Damn it. It feels so utterly spat on and you cannot believe my abohorrence for the situation I am in. Makes me want to growl and bite anything animate.
But then again, it isnt such a bad thing i suppose. I could deal with it. Still, right now I'd rather not talk about it. In any case, school's starting in a week and homework seems to have lost itself. lol. i really wonder what next year is going to be like. Deep within me a bubbling urge to surpass my present standards seem potent enough. Yet, my fears that these exuberent feelings of self-upgrading are almost certain to unravel. Somebody needs to hit me with reality. Somebody needs to help me. Would you remember me? Would you remember me this way.... -------- For another day
Hello. Today was good. The weather was beautiful and like i told some people, it makes everything in due course beautiful as well. I've done abit today, mainly packing but i suppose i've made more than the usual number of people happy today which is good i suppose.
In any case, im leaving for winter sonata land in a couple of hours. The entire prospect of being in a tour with korean drama loving people isnt too inviting but the weather and skiing isnt a bad idea. lol. lets just hope i have fun. Sigh, im gonna miss my dearest so much these 7 days. My phone cant work in korea haha. Oh well Till then, i suppose my blog is dead again. Bye -------- Destined for isolation
I've figured over the course of my youth that some things were simply meant to be left untouched. Its sad, but for the being that tries, his returns of detriment make the whole equation a pointless and utterly unfair thing to go through. I've let go of some of these things and now im happier. Lets hope they wont return. Sometimes i end up getting caught up between two states of longing, each pulling u from the other. However,the very core of you just seems unwilling to adopt either direction and soon you begin entertaining silly thoughts of a world where its composition comprises of only all the beautiful and mystifying thoughts u will find in either world. I know how this sounds really bizarre but to put it simply. Its really just wanting the best of both worlds without being bothered to actually go to it. Tada.
Its time for my personal mourning sessions. You're a god. -------- Brighter days
The dark skies have cleared. Alas, away with the emo things and my bad mood. I've managed to clear things up with a particular someone and things are getting clearer and easier to deal with. Im feeling better as a result.
I caught happy feet with my family today. I wouldn't grant it the accolades that saw it soar to the US box office number one spot, but its still something watchable. Actually i found it too serious for an animation. And the message put across at the end of the movie has really nothing to do with happy feet. Its really a huge conservation issue hidden behind the image of a cute penguin's misadventures. The stars of the show weren't even who it was supposed to be. Stars meaning the characthers that actually gave the show some life. I wouldnt have watched it if i had to pay for it myself. Phones are useless when the service providers fuck up the networks. I cant even get a messge to shearen. Screw it. -------- On our way down
Seems the more you think about something, the more it haunts you to your death.
Don't think so much, everyone says to you, but if only it was that easy. If only fixing our thoughts were as simple as the analogy that goes into deciding where to go for dinner. Unfortunately, we have to work through an entire neuro-system to get the answer we truly seek. See where we're going? One big round. You still have to think in the end. those who would listen cannot be told. -------- Feature
The Theft
Atreyu He bends and he breaks If you give they will take away His passion, his pain, his grace He exhales, A thousand black flowers explode into butterflies as they're away Rip them out, take them, Burn to coals as they crush him Leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man (See him numb, see him crushed) See him numb, See him crushed Rip them out, take them Burn to coals as they crush him Leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man (Leave him numb. leave him crushed) Leave him numb, leave him crushed Took the fire inside One too many times He's burning over and out now, He flails Up against the raging tides, No more fights Everything you ever wanted to see, See it in his eyes One more time, one more time Climb down to test the waters, My hands feel like they're rusting away yeah, So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter I'll stay here as long as you let me, Decisions been made obvious so I will return Where I started I'll stay here Unfinished I'll wither away Rip them out, take them, Burn to coals as they crush him Leave nothingthat resembles a soul of a man (See him numb, See him crushed) See him numb, See him crushed Rip them out, take them Burn to coals as they crush him Leave nothingthat resembles a soul of a man (Leave him numb, Leave him crushed) Leave him numb, leave him crushed -------- Fleeced of inspiration
So, apparently my enthusiasm to resume blogging after such an expanded duration of time isn't nearly half as bold as the prints in my previous post. However, someone's words, although utterly irrelevant to this, inspired me to do this. I guess i have alot of catching up to do.
Holidays are here and along with it a sense of freedom should follow. On the contrary, none have. I fill my days with training, boardgame cafes and sometimes indulging in self-gratifying activities that would in the eyes of others, probably seem stupid. On top of all that, Shearens gone and not coming back anytime soon. These few days, have been really......perplexing. Jamming's back to its old level of fun and thats great, and the emo weather is wonderful. Yet its because of all the fun that sinks me to greater depths. Perhaps its the withdrawal syndroms. Wait, im sure it is. There are words i cant speak, and its all due to a break in monotony in my daily life. Blissful before it runs around you and sinks itself into your whole being. This is supposed to feel better. But i don't. If you look into my archives you probably will find something on emo things and the ambiguous structures they adopt in this weather. Im feeling it now. They're everywhere. In dusk they permeate my dreams and at dawn they leave me writhing in hurt. None of it physical and all of it deep within me. It is riveting whenever dwellings of the past swagger into my view of thought, a lifetime passes me by, where every word tells a story and every line a tale. I, a product of human degradation. See me deeper. You have what i need. -------- |
